Heh, was looking through my old Digimon Comics. Takeru's Hope is really pretty darn strong, eh? So... Yup, even in that deep darkness, never ever lose Hope... Awww... This is giving me some ideas to continue that PR fanfic that I stopped writing...

Chemistry all the way ah... So sian. Seriously lor, 6 hours of Chemistry in one entire day? Wa lau. I don't want to touch Chem for the next day or so... Hmmm...

Awww... I've been rambling so much about Rukia and Ichigo, I've neglected all the other cool Bleach characters, haven't I? These two have my top "CUTE" factor! But I really have to say, my favourite character in there is Byakuya Kuchiki.

You might be thinking "WTF!! That GAY FREAK!?!?" Nah... I think he's a lot like me. He tries to show a calm, cold surface to the world when he's just so conflicted inside. To obey the law and kill his sister, or to uphold a vow he made to his late wife? Damn, Rukia. I'm so jealous of your brother.

Well, there are other factors that add him to my "Favourite character" list. Topping that list is his Zanpaktou. C'mon, who can resist a sword that can dissolve into pink flower petals and slash an enemy to bits? You PWN EM ALL SENBONZAKURA!!

I pretty much laughed my ass off when I watched him kill the Seventh Espada. It's almost a classic. The Seventh Espada has a special ability, whatever he marks with his eyes, he gains control over. If he marks your head, you lose control totally.

Soo... Byakuya said, "Bankai: Senbonzakura Kageyoshi." And he releases his Bankai. Then comes THE really, seriously deadpan line.

"You have forty-eight eyes on your body, including the two on your face, you have fifty eyes. Which fifty of my millions of blades do you wish to control?"

Then Byakuya sends his Bankai converging on the Espada and defeats him. That had got to be the most... disappointing battle ever. Seriously, an Espada being killed so easily? Don't even let me get to the Eighth and Ninth Espada, man... The way they was defeated was an insult to the Espada altogether. I like Rukia and all, but that Third Dance thing was just too exagerrated for me.

So yeah, that's anime for today. I'm thinking of making a little animated sig, using Kenpachi. Imagine him bloody, slashes all across his body. He curses. "Damn, I might actually die! You leave me no choice! I shall use my secret weapon!"

His opponent gasps, "Oh no!"

Then he just grins and holds his sword in two hands. *Insert dramatic voice boom and thunder*

"I shall use my... KENDO!!"

Well. That part is an inside joke to Bleach Followers. Go check Zaraki out.

And so... My Special "Hope for the Day." Back to my original theme on a really cool brother like Byakuya, I Hope that everyone who has siblings will love them as much as Byakuya loves Rukia. He may not show in front of her, but to the little kids out there, your elder siblings really do love you even if we don't show it. So, to the elder siblings, show your love a little more often, whether its just helping with homework, or just hanging out, let your siblings know that you care.

Nice picture of Rukia and Ichigo right? I picked that picture because it was titled "Serenity." It's something that I desperately need right now. Sadly, I was never that good at hiding emotions.

So... Yeah. The title of my blog is Hoping and Searching. I'll always be Hoping for everyone that no one who has loved someone else as much as I have loved her will have to go through shit like this. I'm Searching for a way to get back to bachelorhood easily. Heh.

I haven't seen her to return her some stuff that she passed to me... But I know that I'll be keeping the memories. It hurts, and it'll hurt for a long time, two and a half years is difficult to let go. Just wish I had the time to just lie down and cry... Maybe that's one of the few things that I'm good at. Which is bottling everything up and just letting it go through activity.

Jean Claude, while brushing Anita's hair, speaking to Richard they received word that the Harlequin had arrived in St. Louis :"The practicalities of life do not cease to need tending to simply because a catastrophe has occurred."

So yeah... Better study. CY and Vic, thanks for dropping everything just to cheer me up on Friday the 13th. Thanks to ZJ for being willing to come over to my place just for my selfish desire to not step out of the house on Valentine's and Sunday. And of course, to Tim, Joceyln, MW, JY and GHH for the comfort. And of course, my favourite Math teacher for knocking some sense into me. Mr Tan PWNAGE!!

Life has to go on... And besides, life's got a lot more to offer than just one girl... And so I study for Chemistry SPA!!! Better get that A.

Searching:
1) For a background for this thing. I wanna make the background a nice, sweet picture of Ichigo and Rukia!
2) A program to help me crop pictures to very specific dimensions, (176x18) because I wanna make a Ichigo/Rukia theme for my phone!
3) For a guide on how to complete the many side quests on The World Ends With You.
4) Bleach and The World Ends With You soundtracks. They're damned nice.

Special "Hope of the Day"
For anyone who has loved another person as deeply as I do to not ever break up, and to stay happy forever.